Life of a grown-up teenage girl

So, I just wrote a poem about what I'm thinking right now :D well it's dedicated to someone ^^ that I'm starting to like.. <3
tell me what you think in the cbox ok :D

Love is so difficult
Love is about ups and downs
Love is about the tears of sadness
and the tears of happiness

Why is it when I first saw you,
I felt nothing,
but after some time,
these feelings started growing

do you have this same feeling
do you have any idea
how painful it is for me
to see you but we seldom talked

that day,
I felt like a little kid
who got a gift
a special gift

is it just a dream
or is it real
is it just for a while
or is this for sure

I don't know
what's right or what's wrong
I don't want to get hurt again
after finding out that you might be the one